Just a Hello.....

I have always been that type of person that pleases everyone. I wanted all types of people to like me. In the process of being likeable I forgot how I originally was. I was the class clown, the tall one, the confident on, the one with good vocabulary, the teacher’s –unspoken- pet, the philosophical/deep one, etc. I was/am not anyone of these. It is hard to be yourself when there are so many versions of yourself. It took me a lot of time, thinking, sitting alone in a room wondering, away from company, to finally sum up a part of me. I still can’t say that my description of me is 100% right or true because there are and will be many parts of me that I will slowly unravel but so far I am happy with my progress.

I am tall , and neither and neither an extrovert nor an introvert, I can be deep and think emotionally but I am just as practical . I am sensitive , little things matter to me. I can be funny when I want and serious when I want. I

am pretty straightforward and deeply loyal . I am incredibly secretive

I don’t fit into a mold . I am not sporty or nerdy or any other type of girl. I am a mix of all types and I am proud. I might have temper issues but I am ready to fix them. I am me and yes I am not perfect and I have lot of room for improvement but I am okay with that. I have fought many wars and battles, not just with others but with myself and I want everybody to know that. I might not always feel confident with who I am yet but I am getting there and working on myself to make myself better and my only advice who is fighting a similar battle , would be to believe that you are who you want to be not what others want you to be. Until and unless you hurt other people by being who you want to be, you are free to express yourself. Don’t let opinions of others bring you down.

That’s all for now Mihas .

Keep smiling and shining!